Sucking It Up

Today, I just feel like if you wouldn’t look so bad if you took all my freedom away, you would.

Sorry for the drama but today just did not start good and my head is still aching, and I have to leave again and I want to cry. My life nowadays is just one big fuck. But I’m still hoping. 

photo credit: fashion gone rogue

 

Je t’aime

This has just so much goodness. Jakob. Francisco. Jeremy. Mathias. Nicolas. Oh good lord, I can’t stand it.

Tonight

I think I just might be falling head over heels in love with Ash Stymest.

The poetry recital was just so fucking sexy, it’s killing me.

Someday

But for now, I just have to keep on looking.

Victoria’s Secret 2009

Here are some of my favorite pictures from VS 2009 (all from TFS)

did not expect Anja there. But oh god, I’d kill to have a body like that.

Lui Wen looking sweet and sexy

so happy behati’s an angel. i love her! <3

I’m so excited for the show to air!!!

To Fat For Prada

V #62
V GIRLS & V GUYS
ph. Adam Fedderly
stylist: Catherine Newell-Hanson

via modelhommes

If that’s the case, we must all be obese. )

oh lenz! ♥

Banana Boat Blues Episode 1: The Fulfillment Pizza

So I have decided to share some significant events in my life, as they occur. So that someday, when I grow old  and gray, I could show this to my grandchildren as if imparting to them some words of wisdom.

I.

I was feeling a bit bored and unproductive. I have been stuck at home for almost a week now since I decided to quit my job after a day (Monday). My friend tweeted she was having pizza. I suddenly got the crave. I checked on my wallet. The only money left was the money my mom gave me as allowance for my work expenses. Since I quit my job, she’ll probably take it back. But I was really craving for pizza. I thought “Oh, what the heck! She wouldn’t mind. (Of course she would)”. So I googled the pizza menu. I ordered via phone. The operator told me the waiting time is 45 minutes to an hour. I said “Ok.” Less than 30 minutes after, the pizza delivery man already arrived. I was happy the pizza arrived early. Just in time for Cougar Town. I was thinking the pizza only had four slices. I thought the pizza I ordered was solo size. Turns out it’s for a single person with an appetite for two. And I am a girl with an appetite for one half. I took out one slice and gave it to my maid. And now, it’s my turn. I wonder if I could eat that much. I must stop thinking now and just eat. And so I did. It felt like the good life. Comedy and pizza. I was about to get cola from the fridge for the full lazy couch potato effect, but I realized it was too bad ass for me. So I sticked with water. While eating the fifth slice, I realized I was already full. But I still continued. After the sixth slice, I felt bloated already. But then, I had only one slice left. To eat or not to eat. EAT. EAT. EAT. And so I did. I had to push it with tons of water for it to go down. But I did it. I finished 7 out of the 8 pizza slices. Good for me.

Master Fork

Daul Kim, 20-Year-Old Korean Supermodel, Found Dead.

Read story here

i think this year i will remember today as the day i slept 10 hours without

any help of anything or anyone without any dreams and woke up feeling peaceful and happy.

no more running away from something or someone or myself.

i wonder what will happen tonight

-Daul Kim

Such a great loss. May you now find your peace, Daul Kim. You will be missed.

photo and excerpt via iliketoforkmyself

Candy

so excited to see the shots from this. it’s gonna be EPIC!

I miss my friends

It sucks to be stuck in the house all week long.