(tao okamoto | ph. camilla akrans | fashiongonerogue)

Have you ever had that feeling of wanting something so bad that it scares that crap out of you?

I’m scared because I don’t know if it would want me back.

I’m scared because I’m certain that this is where my heart belongs.

I can’t bear to tell anyone because if I fail it would crush me. 

To take the risk or not?

To take a chance or settle?

I’m scared.

Maybe blankness is all that my heart could handle.

No pains. No joys.

Not real. All dreams.


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Hi! I'm Carmel. I like sailboats.
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